All I want for CNY

I've been eye-balling this phone for a week now. It's much better than the one that I was eye-balling for the past 2 months. XD Hopefully, the price drops further than I anticipated for an AP set. Wheee~~!

If anybody have an idea of the price, please do let me know kays! I wanna do a price comparison before getting it XD

I WANT I WANT I WANT!!!

T.T

Time is of Essense

College had just started and the prospect of looking forward for Chinese New Year is looking bleak.

Why?

7 papers separate me from the Very Honorable Pass with Congratulations from Jury level, AGAIN.

IMHO, I'm SO DEAD. What's that word? Oh yea, GG-FIED...

Need all the strength and support I need to push through one more time.

Darn, I'm not as young as I used to be. My brain is running out of space (>.<) Methinks, me need a friggin' portable hard-drive to save all my data. Term 1-6 Diploma level + Term 4-6 Higher Diploma level. I can't 'wait' for Degree level exams....

*pats on shoulder*

Gambatte-neh, I feel you Terence =P

Over the Next Few Days

The final few days of enjoyment prior to the next decisive term 6 of my Higher Diploma studies. I still need to clean my room. LOL. Procrastinate like F**K over the last 2 weeks about it. (>.<) AND my car needs a wash real badly.....

Hopefully JK comes up with the planning of the next clubbing session soon. I can't wait to enjoy myself! Me guess it should be on Saturday, and hopefully I can get a reunion back with my old school mates soon. I admit I relegated them over my ex previously. Perhaps a chance of reconcilation? A LONG awaited yum char session with Mich is also in the works, hopefully during the weekend as well. And finally another yum char session with Julia, whom I owed so much for her effort over the last 2 months. I'm sorry I put you through this ok?

*keeps fingers crossed*

Next term, I can't afford to fool around already. After all, it's the term that matters the most. Last decisive term for practical course and hopefully, a good 4 month hiatus! WHEEE~!

THAT, I CAN'T WAIT.. XD

Go somewhere far to work perhaps? Overseas if I'm lucky? Event Management? I need to see the world, I can't be a a 'frog under a coconut shell' anymore. It's time for my eyes to be opened! On a second note, somewhere respectable and good pay and nice collegues would be nice as well XD

Finally on the end note, I'm on a 1 week 'break' with her. She needs time for herself, family and friends and it's good that we take 'five' to backtrack on each others strengths and weaknesses. I admire her for her insight and also her maturity in this matter. And it further enforces my resolve that we may have a big chance of succeeding in this 'proposed' relationship. As for my own weaknesses, I need a greater determination to iron it out so that I can present myself as a better and more understanding person in her eyes. It's for my own effort that I'm willing to go through this and not because that I was forced to. She has her own life to live and so do I. I guess we can go the distance huh, babe?

*smiles*

1.4.3.7.

New Year Blues

Sigh, New Year Eve alone again. No plans, nothing.

Heck, my birthday was also the same. Sometimes, I find it's good to have some company around. I'm not trying to say that I'm pathetic so that everybody can symphatize me.

I just wished I can spend the entire 'special' day with the ones I love. Now, I'm just sitting here in front of the sad laptop, downing as much whiskey as I can take. Hopefully, I can pass out even before I send my post out.

I know there are people worse off than me at this time, but they aren't in my position and I'm not in theirs. Everybody have a story to tell. Where's my story then? Oh, I'm sorry. You don't have one to tell. Right.

Hmm..

I hope she's doing fine. I hope she's enjoying herself. I hope things would work out for us. Many more 'I hopes' that I would want to see come true. Most importantly, I hope she comes home safe and sound.

I don't have much say in her life. Basically, I'm a nobody in her life. I can't control nor comment. I have no right to do so. But what I can do is that, I'll always be on a lookout for her. Catching her when she falls, saving her when she needs help, be all that she needs. I guess I'm just selfish. I guess I think about myself. But I still think alot on her part. Providing her the necessary comfort and support that she needs.

Sigh..

Wishing all the best and prosperous New Year 2009 to all my friends and family members. Hoping you guys have the best of it as I can say, 2008 sucks.

Really.

Period.