Bored + Nothing on TV/DVD + Internet Line = Surf!
Surfed many blogs till I got to my Cuz blog, looks pretty interesting XD Don't worry, I won't Tag people for it, only this time =P
See? I'm actually 'kind' and 'considerate' ROFL
A-Z
A.Attached or single? Single but unavailable? =P
B. Best friend? Can it be friend'S'? Got a few to name though..
C. Cake or pie? Definitely pie! But you'll get my attention on cakes if it's Indulgence from Secret Recipe!!
D. Day of choice? Friday of course! Clubs are happening and colleges take a break!
E. Essential item? Again, Item'S'. Handphone, Wallet, Car Keys, House Keys. MONEY too!
F. Favorite color? Black? White? Red? Orange? Sorry yo, Me can't decide..
G. Gummy bears or worms? Neither? =P Not on my diet list
H. Hometown? Malacca, place of binge eating till I landed in the hospital for gastritis >.<
I. Favorite indulgence? Too many to list? YES! Eating!! =D
J. January or July? July! Another month to my birthday! *hint hint*
K. Kids? Ideal number of kids? o.O That's for my wife to decide...
Life isn't complete without? Entertainment and Food!
M. Marriage date? Wah.. o.O Doubtful at the moment..
N. Number of magazine subscriptions? Zero, Nil, Kosong.
O. Oranges or apples? Neither? But will pick Apples over Oranges if forced to.
P. Phobias? Arachnophobia. F**king SPIDERS!! Disgusting, vile creatures..
Q. Quotes? Mangkuk!! , SERIOUS?
R. Reasons to smile? When people enjoy the food that I brought them to? Seeing that 'someone' eat XD
S. Season of choice? Winter!! I wanna see SNOW..
T. Tag 10 people. HAHA.. BEG ME NOT TO TAG THOSE WHO'S READING THIS NOW XD
U. Unknown fact about me? I'm kind and considerate? >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);" size="4">carnivore! Rawr!
W. Worst habit? I got lots of gas XD Both 'exit' points are 'versatile' at disposal ROFL
X. X-ray or ultrasound? X-ray! Credit goes to Sony for creating the see-thru cameras!
Y. Your favorite foods? Anything sinful.. =D
Z. Zodiac sign? LEO! The proud, arrogant, LOA chracter! But with a soft, passionate and loyal side.. Aww.. HAHAHA
He/she have to come up with 7 interesting or random facts about them self and then tag 7 other people to do the same.
1. I don't look 24 >.<>don't take me seriously..
2. I know a more random person than me XD
3. I'm good looking? NOW that's RANDOM!
4. I 'm straight? T.T I REALLY am...
5. I love clothes and shoes but I don't have a friggin' sense of fashion.
6. I'm a sucker for shoes and jackets =.=
7. I'm actually picky for food (I recently just found out about this)
That 'should' be all for now XD
Adios Amigos!
life motto
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Resolutions?
Methinks it's time to make so New Year Resolutions as it had been a tradition of mine XD
Don't blame me if I procrastinate on some of it, goes in no relative order..
1. New phone! (so hate my old phone now, can't even talk properly on it)
2. New player for car and some decent woofer! (long time I had planned this, but no follow-ups)
3. Higher Diploma Congrats from Jury again! (need to upkeep my standards yo!)
4. Cut down in ciggies (hope to stop completely by mid-year)
5. Planning ahead! (too many disappointments in last minute pre-preparation)
6. Hmm.. Be more contented with life and what I got? >.<
Sigh, New Year = New Obstacles
Hopefully it'll be better then the last and I really hope on some 'good' news too......
Don't blame me if I procrastinate on some of it, goes in no relative order..
1. New phone! (so hate my old phone now, can't even talk properly on it)
2. New player for car and some decent woofer! (long time I had planned this, but no follow-ups)
3. Higher Diploma Congrats from Jury again! (need to upkeep my standards yo!)
4. Cut down in ciggies (hope to stop completely by mid-year)
5. Planning ahead! (too many disappointments in last minute pre-preparation)
6. Hmm.. Be more contented with life and what I got? >.<
Sigh, New Year = New Obstacles
Hopefully it'll be better then the last and I really hope on some 'good' news too......
Friday, December 26, 2008
Updates
Darn, I've been slacking in my blog these few days XD Too many things to do, really! I'm still alive and kicking! Been to many new places to eat, some disappointing, some really good.
I've also just had my maiden visit to Aquaria KLCC today. A tad disappointing but none the less, the company had been good, rite? =)
Apart from that, pictures, so many of them, still not uploaded yet, more time needed to do so. Partly some of the pictures are stored in other cameras too...
That's all for now, time for my next culinary experience! Malacca! Wheeeeeee~!
P.S. Hope I don't repeat the horrible incident when I last went to Malacca for binge eating >.<
I've also just had my maiden visit to Aquaria KLCC today. A tad disappointing but none the less, the company had been good, rite? =)
Apart from that, pictures, so many of them, still not uploaded yet, more time needed to do so. Partly some of the pictures are stored in other cameras too...
That's all for now, time for my next culinary experience! Malacca! Wheeeeeee~!
P.S. Hope I don't repeat the horrible incident when I last went to Malacca for binge eating >.<
Monday, December 22, 2008
Truly Happy
Woes begone and HappyVille enters. That is what I truly feel when 'you' are around. 'You' are the joy of my life, and none can take it away from me.
*I hope*
1.4.3.7.
*I hope*
1.4.3.7.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Dead Serious
People do not seem to take me seriously. Why? Is it because of my babyish or boyish look? Is it my character itself? Is it my fault to begin with? Hmm..
Sometimes people just don't understand how serious am I. Beneath the humor and un-serious-like characteristics which I am usually known for, I can be dead serious if I'm up to it. It's just that, I don't show it to everybody. Just take it that I'm shy. ROFL..
Am I serious about studies? Am I serious about life? Am I serious about 'you'? You bet I am. I've not done anything more serious in my whole life than this. Trying so hard to prove myself will make things worse. I think, some things should be seen under its own natural light. If I'm to point to 'you' where to look, it'll be too easy for 'you', don't 'you' think so? =)
Although trust is not easily earned, I believe 'you' have trusted me to a certain degree now. I know its not easy to trust someone, and I don't intend to make 'you' lose your trust in me. I really do. After all, it's not easy to regain a trust, right?
*hugs*
1.4.3.7.
Sometimes people just don't understand how serious am I. Beneath the humor and un-serious-like characteristics which I am usually known for, I can be dead serious if I'm up to it. It's just that, I don't show it to everybody. Just take it that I'm shy. ROFL..
Am I serious about studies? Am I serious about life? Am I serious about 'you'? You bet I am. I've not done anything more serious in my whole life than this. Trying so hard to prove myself will make things worse. I think, some things should be seen under its own natural light. If I'm to point to 'you' where to look, it'll be too easy for 'you', don't 'you' think so? =)
Although trust is not easily earned, I believe 'you' have trusted me to a certain degree now. I know its not easy to trust someone, and I don't intend to make 'you' lose your trust in me. I really do. After all, it's not easy to regain a trust, right?
*hugs*
1.4.3.7.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Feelings
Dear you-know-who-you-are
I'm here for you
I'll always be there for you
May it be
sad or happy
ups or downs
My heart hears yours
I can hear the rhythm
of the pains and joys
that you go through
My heart is filled with pain
seeing you when you are down
My heart leaps with joy
whenever you smiled and laughed
Though I can't
be able to carry your burden
But I assure you
I'll walk down the same path
with you
I'll guide you
protect you
(even though I'm small sized)
I'll be your friend
Your closest, bestest buddy
(though a 'slightly' pervertic one)
I'll be your beacon during a storm
I'll be your blanket when you are cold
I'll be anything that I can be for you
It's a privilege
to be in your life
though I'm not part of it
as of yet
I know how you are
I know how you react
But I want to know you more
so I can understand you better and better
I'll try my best to be the best
I'll do my best to impress
I'll work hard for the future
hopefully to be shared with you
God gave us a chance to meet
A chance to know each other
Knowing someone better forms trust
Trust is the base of a relationship
Relationship strives on understanding
Understanding the love that we share is sacred
Understand this
chances like this don't come by everyday
The 'somebody' in my life is you
I don't have to think who would it be anymore
For I know surely, certainly, it's you
A chance is all I need
to prove I'm all you need
1.4.3.7
I'm here for you
I'll always be there for you
May it be
sad or happy
ups or downs
My heart hears yours
I can hear the rhythm
of the pains and joys
that you go through
My heart is filled with pain
seeing you when you are down
My heart leaps with joy
whenever you smiled and laughed
Though I can't
be able to carry your burden
But I assure you
I'll walk down the same path
with you
I'll guide you
protect you
(even though I'm small sized)
I'll be your friend
Your closest, bestest buddy
(though a 'slightly' pervertic one)
I'll be your beacon during a storm
I'll be your blanket when you are cold
I'll be anything that I can be for you
It's a privilege
to be in your life
though I'm not part of it
as of yet
I know how you are
I know how you react
But I want to know you more
so I can understand you better and better
I'll try my best to be the best
I'll do my best to impress
I'll work hard for the future
hopefully to be shared with you
God gave us a chance to meet
A chance to know each other
Knowing someone better forms trust
Trust is the base of a relationship
Relationship strives on understanding
Understanding the love that we share is sacred
Understand this
chances like this don't come by everyday
The 'somebody' in my life is you
I don't have to think who would it be anymore
For I know surely, certainly, it's you
A chance is all I need
to prove I'm all you need
1.4.3.7
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Gotta Be Somebody
I just love this song. I used to think there's somebody out there for me. Now,and finally I know, I've found that 'somebody'. My heart will stay steadfast, and wait for the moment till you are ready to accept me and allow me to share your life.
1.4.3.7.
1.4.3.7.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
1 Broken Phone, 1 Car Accident
Sorry guys, been away too long. So many things happened to me for the past few weeks. But this week was so far the worst.
Yesterday, my phone broke into TWO. YES. Into TWO. I was holding the phone in one hand and got some other stuffs on the other hand. I called my friend and she 'thought' that I was gonna poke her sides, and she SWUNG her hands in self defense. What happened next was a blur, seeing a white object flying by my eyes. Before I realised, my phone shattered around 7 feet about away from me, parts of it flying to Timbuktu. My friend and me both just stood there for a few seconds contemplating what had happened.
WAH!!
That was my first impression. I tried to salvage the wreck, LOL, the effort was too futile. It was beyond repair. Now, my phone is dangling by the wire, and I can't answer calls too. Only SMS is available. Thank God.
Now, today. I haven't slept for the past 2 days. Yes, I'm grouchy and emo-ed, most important of all, I can't keep my concentration for long. What happened was, I decided to take a short nap around 430am after I found articles for my slides. Set my alarm and poofed! I KO-ed the moment my head hit the pillow. No surprises that I woke up late. 730am in fact. Rushed through my stuff and headed out my house.
Then my grandma told me on the way out in Hokkien; 'Drive safe'.
Barely 5 minutes later, by the SS19 intersection, I rammed into the car in front of me and it set off a chain reaction to the car ahead of the car that I rammed into. The thoughts that ran through my head was 'Oh F**k' and 'You gotta be kidding me!' Glasses shattered from my broken headlamps and I was using profanities for all its worth. Parked aside and got out to inspect the damage, I was going 'What the F**k' the whole while.
The car I rammed was so perfectly unharmed and so was the car that was further up front. My poor car was the only and thankfully ONLY casualty in this incident. Settled the cost and sorts with the other victim and continued my rush to college. Damn, if it weren't for my accident, I WOULD had made it on time! >.<
Well, that's life, get over it.
Not all things should be viewed in the bad way. Just that a 'dear friend of mine' mentioned that we focused more of bad things rather than the good things. That doesn't mean that our lives had been on a stroke of bad luck. Thinking back, I think it was an OK week after all. =)
Yesterday, my phone broke into TWO. YES. Into TWO. I was holding the phone in one hand and got some other stuffs on the other hand. I called my friend and she 'thought' that I was gonna poke her sides, and she SWUNG her hands in self defense. What happened next was a blur, seeing a white object flying by my eyes. Before I realised, my phone shattered around 7 feet about away from me, parts of it flying to Timbuktu. My friend and me both just stood there for a few seconds contemplating what had happened.
WAH!!
That was my first impression. I tried to salvage the wreck, LOL, the effort was too futile. It was beyond repair. Now, my phone is dangling by the wire, and I can't answer calls too. Only SMS is available. Thank God.
Now, today. I haven't slept for the past 2 days. Yes, I'm grouchy and emo-ed, most important of all, I can't keep my concentration for long. What happened was, I decided to take a short nap around 430am after I found articles for my slides. Set my alarm and poofed! I KO-ed the moment my head hit the pillow. No surprises that I woke up late. 730am in fact. Rushed through my stuff and headed out my house.
Then my grandma told me on the way out in Hokkien; 'Drive safe'.
Barely 5 minutes later, by the SS19 intersection, I rammed into the car in front of me and it set off a chain reaction to the car ahead of the car that I rammed into. The thoughts that ran through my head was 'Oh F**k' and 'You gotta be kidding me!' Glasses shattered from my broken headlamps and I was using profanities for all its worth. Parked aside and got out to inspect the damage, I was going 'What the F**k' the whole while.
The car I rammed was so perfectly unharmed and so was the car that was further up front. My poor car was the only and thankfully ONLY casualty in this incident. Settled the cost and sorts with the other victim and continued my rush to college. Damn, if it weren't for my accident, I WOULD had made it on time! >.<
Well, that's life, get over it.
Not all things should be viewed in the bad way. Just that a 'dear friend of mine' mentioned that we focused more of bad things rather than the good things. That doesn't mean that our lives had been on a stroke of bad luck. Thinking back, I think it was an OK week after all. =)
It's SO TRUE!
Congratulations Terence, you are...
Lainie Yeoh of tabulas.com/~lainie
You are funny, smart, experimental, sarcastic and artistic. You can be mean and obnoxious if you want to but most the time you're just a soft, romantic and sentimental person. Come to think of it, you are kinda like a durian - hard and thorny on the outside, but soft and sweet (not smelly) on the inside. You're always getting into trouble whether you like it or not. Your friends play a big part in your life and rightfully so because you'll never give up an opportunity to help them out if they ask. You are the life of the party.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
I NEED UPDATES!!
Sorry Peeps! Been busy for the past God-knows-HOW many days and I desperately NEED to update my BLOG.. >.<
Gimme TIME yo?
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Orphanage
Yesterday we hit the orphanage as part of the 'criteria' required by the college to pass our Entrepeneur subject. Well, the conditions are depressing, but we hope our visit did actually lift them up alil bit. Let the pictures describe the visit.
Irene and Amie sharing a kid, literally! Check out the kid being split into two by a glitch XD
The kid in blue is damn LOA.. He just grabs any passer-by and Kiver got 'caught' by him for a full 20 minutes!
Shawn's reaction when we said he was to breastfeed the child.. HAHA..
This poor kid was fed through a tube, and the way the caretakers handle them was not a sight for the soft hearted.. really..
The next two pictures were actually taken by an orphan, she knows how to take pictures!
She really make me look good! XD
We had our moments also!
This wheelchaired bound girl pinches, high-fives and grabs anything that moves! She also likes to laugh alot!
Conclusion and lesson learnt?
Count your blessings and be thankful that you are 'normal' and have loving parents that won't give you up for anything in the world. The orphans deserve better, really.
Irene and Amie sharing a kid, literally! Check out the kid being split into two by a glitch XD
The kid in blue is damn LOA.. He just grabs any passer-by and Kiver got 'caught' by him for a full 20 minutes!
Shawn's reaction when we said he was to breastfeed the child.. HAHA..
This poor kid was fed through a tube, and the way the caretakers handle them was not a sight for the soft hearted.. really..
The next two pictures were actually taken by an orphan, she knows how to take pictures!
She really make me look good! XD
We had our moments also!
This wheelchaired bound girl pinches, high-fives and grabs anything that moves! She also likes to laugh alot!
Conclusion and lesson learnt?
Count your blessings and be thankful that you are 'normal' and have loving parents that won't give you up for anything in the world. The orphans deserve better, really.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Chocolates, 'Signature' Dishes and Advert
Took some pictures over the week, check it out.
These are the Cappucino Chocolate cups! Pricey but worth every cocoa powder in it! *I only ate the handle*
TORTOISE! XD
So many colors..
Roses and more Roses!
Pineapples! I really admire how they colored the pineapple skin on it~
Raspberry Hearts and...
Blueberry Hearts!
Then comes the 'signature' dishes from an 'amateur-chef-in-the-making' XD
I noticed that she was kinda artistic.
LMAO
Rather itchy hand also.
Try guessing what they are aite?
First 'Signature' Dish
Second 'Signature' Dish
And finally, I participated in the Shell Fuel Saving tips campaign and got MY picture on an advert in Shell! XD
See! Me in the red cap far left! XD
These are the Cappucino Chocolate cups! Pricey but worth every cocoa powder in it! *I only ate the handle*
TORTOISE! XD
So many colors..
Roses and more Roses!
Pineapples! I really admire how they colored the pineapple skin on it~
Raspberry Hearts and...
Blueberry Hearts!
Then comes the 'signature' dishes from an 'amateur-chef-in-the-making' XD
I noticed that she was kinda artistic.
LMAO
Rather itchy hand also.
Try guessing what they are aite?
First 'Signature' Dish
Second 'Signature' Dish
And finally, I participated in the Shell Fuel Saving tips campaign and got MY picture on an advert in Shell! XD
See! Me in the red cap far left! XD
Up to My Neck
I want to go on a break! I want HOLIDAYS! I want to SLEEP!
I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT!!
'Wake up Dumb Dumb'
"Who's that? Who are you? Why are you in my head??"
'Mine name is of no importance to thee. Thou shalt be dealt with a cruel blow if thine mind is not set towards thy ideals. It is mine regret that thou shalt die prematurely if this doth continues.'
"What?! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!"
'It wilt be as thy wish so, for I can only do so much for thee. Take care mine son, guard thy mind and soul from being wretched from under thy nose. Thy heart hath already been captured, and no other ways to restore thy heart, unless, thy join me in My kingdom, till the end of days.
'As you say so la' (>.<)
I'm so bored that I came up with these archanic conversation. Too much fantasy reading already XD
*chop chop*
Time to get up and going!
I WANT I WANT I WANT I WANT!!
'Wake up Dumb Dumb'
"Who's that? Who are you? Why are you in my head??"
'Mine name is of no importance to thee. Thou shalt be dealt with a cruel blow if thine mind is not set towards thy ideals. It is mine regret that thou shalt die prematurely if this doth continues.'
"What?! GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!"
'It wilt be as thy wish so, for I can only do so much for thee. Take care mine son, guard thy mind and soul from being wretched from under thy nose. Thy heart hath already been captured, and no other ways to restore thy heart, unless, thy join me in My kingdom, till the end of days.
'As you say so la' (>.<)
I'm so bored that I came up with these archanic conversation. Too much fantasy reading already XD
*chop chop*
Time to get up and going!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
An Emo Freak with Feelings
Why do people say that I'm an emo freak? (>.<) I certainly am not!
Might be due to the fact that projects and assessments are all piling up on me at the moment. Plus, with the ever persistant back aches that I have been experiencing since 2 weeks ago? It's really killing me T.T No wonder I'm abit moody.
Describe my feelings on my blog? o.O How so? Am I not expressive enough? Some feelings are meant to be private, and this blog is SO in the public's eye! But none the less, I'm as transparent as ever, all can see through me and that doesn't make me the world's best liar.
Luckily, I'm still wearing clothes XD
BAH! That was so RANDOM...
I'm so sick and tired of college work. This is definitely the most strenuous term I'm facing so far. Everything is backlogged. Even one for today. I wished I can cuddle up and sleep, and forget about the world for a moment. Let me rest my mind for a moment. Too many things swaying in and out of my puny cranium. I really need a break. Somewhere that doesn't remind me of college. Or simply, a nice comfy bed. Being at home is also not peaceful.
*I wished 'you' were here with me*
Wake up Stupid. Thy impeding doom is a-coming.
There goes the spoiler, anti-climax, potong steam, whatever-you-want-to-call-it. I want to procrastinate for another day.
Just one more, please?
Alas, the worst has hit, hopefully, I hope it's the worst. ANY more of it, I don't think I'll be a cocky bast**d any longer =)
*I just want to spend time with 'you'. I really do. Take care. Hugs*
Might be due to the fact that projects and assessments are all piling up on me at the moment. Plus, with the ever persistant back aches that I have been experiencing since 2 weeks ago? It's really killing me T.T No wonder I'm abit moody.
Describe my feelings on my blog? o.O How so? Am I not expressive enough? Some feelings are meant to be private, and this blog is SO in the public's eye! But none the less, I'm as transparent as ever, all can see through me and that doesn't make me the world's best liar.
Luckily, I'm still wearing clothes XD
BAH! That was so RANDOM...
I'm so sick and tired of college work. This is definitely the most strenuous term I'm facing so far. Everything is backlogged. Even one for today. I wished I can cuddle up and sleep, and forget about the world for a moment. Let me rest my mind for a moment. Too many things swaying in and out of my puny cranium. I really need a break. Somewhere that doesn't remind me of college. Or simply, a nice comfy bed. Being at home is also not peaceful.
*I wished 'you' were here with me*
Wake up Stupid. Thy impeding doom is a-coming.
There goes the spoiler, anti-climax, potong steam, whatever-you-want-to-call-it. I want to procrastinate for another day.
Just one more, please?
Alas, the worst has hit, hopefully, I hope it's the worst. ANY more of it, I don't think I'll be a cocky bast**d any longer =)
*I just want to spend time with 'you'. I really do. Take care. Hugs*
Counting down the 1st day of next 7 days
Monday, November 24, 2008
Alone in the Dark
Being alone is terrible. I hate being alone. I despise the fact so much, that I even hate to have my meals alone. Not to point out the fact that I'm LOA (Lack Of Attention), but try to be in my shoes. It's also not to mention that I don't have friends, on the contrary, I have lots of caring ones. The loneliness is not felt physically, rather, mentally.
I don't want to be this way. I don't want to feel this way. The emptiness was briefly filled, never had I felt so glad and happy about it, but it would be vacanted soon, briefly for the least. During the brief moments, I felt the glimpse of light, like the one at the end of a dark and long tunnel. Now, as I walked on the shadowy path, the light still shines, but unlogically getting dimmer. I tried running to it, yet I can't catch up with it. I'm resolute enough not to give up. Somehow, it kept slipping through my fingers.
I know it's possible to work out. I know it, from the bottom of my puny little heart. However, the fact always remain. No dance is complete without a partner, nor no sound will be heard if only one hand is trying to clap. Help me understand better, why is it this way. I want things to work out. In fact, I'll go to hell and back to prove myself and my worth in this.
Sigh.
I hope and I pray, and all my prayers rests in God's palms, that it's possible to work this out together. Being all that I'm worth, I'm nothing in God's eyes. All that, adds to the gloom and emo-ness that had been clouding my mind at the moment. But, I'll remain steadfast and confident in the matter. Hopefully, this would last me though the end of days, or shorter, the end of my life.
I don't want to lose 'you'. 'You' know how I feel as well. 'You' know me well enough, close enough, I hope. Hope 'you' know that, it's never too late.
I hope that the month of November slip by quietly and December would be a new ray of light shining through my dim, colorless life.
-1.4.3-
I don't want to be this way. I don't want to feel this way. The emptiness was briefly filled, never had I felt so glad and happy about it, but it would be vacanted soon, briefly for the least. During the brief moments, I felt the glimpse of light, like the one at the end of a dark and long tunnel. Now, as I walked on the shadowy path, the light still shines, but unlogically getting dimmer. I tried running to it, yet I can't catch up with it. I'm resolute enough not to give up. Somehow, it kept slipping through my fingers.
I know it's possible to work out. I know it, from the bottom of my puny little heart. However, the fact always remain. No dance is complete without a partner, nor no sound will be heard if only one hand is trying to clap. Help me understand better, why is it this way. I want things to work out. In fact, I'll go to hell and back to prove myself and my worth in this.
Sigh.
I hope and I pray, and all my prayers rests in God's palms, that it's possible to work this out together. Being all that I'm worth, I'm nothing in God's eyes. All that, adds to the gloom and emo-ness that had been clouding my mind at the moment. But, I'll remain steadfast and confident in the matter. Hopefully, this would last me though the end of days, or shorter, the end of my life.
I don't want to lose 'you'. 'You' know how I feel as well. 'You' know me well enough, close enough, I hope. Hope 'you' know that, it's never too late.
I hope that the month of November slip by quietly and December would be a new ray of light shining through my dim, colorless life.
-1.4.3-
Saturday, November 22, 2008
BORED but yet Occupied
It's strange and ironic that I'm feeling so BORED at the moment, but as I am aware, there are alot of things for me to do or planned for the remainder of the month. Strange isn't it? Does it happen to you too?
I find that we can find time, only IF we want to find it. There's no such thing as no time, unless we procrastinate like crazy. Yes, we may be busy, but nobody is TOO busy. Try to find time to cherish life as it's short. Even though we may live up to a 100 years old, we aren't guaranteed before hand that we were 'supposed' to love till that old.
I wished I have more time to do things that I wanted to do. Like spending time with that certain 'someone' (provided IF she has time for me >.<), traveling to places that I sorely miss, hanging out with familiar faces that I have not seen for a long time and so many others. If I list it down, it would have probably flooded the page. But then again, who hasn't wished for more time before?
Where does time go? When did it even left us? Why is it in such a hurry? What pressing engagement is more important to it compared to us? How can we slow it down? These will the some of the questions that would had been better off not being answered. For I'm sure, our puny, little brains would take an eternity to understand or comprehend it. Time definitely has the upper hand in this one.
Time is of essence. Time and tide waits for no man.
Well, time to procrastinate abit to make it pass by faster XD
I find that we can find time, only IF we want to find it. There's no such thing as no time, unless we procrastinate like crazy. Yes, we may be busy, but nobody is TOO busy. Try to find time to cherish life as it's short. Even though we may live up to a 100 years old, we aren't guaranteed before hand that we were 'supposed' to love till that old.
I wished I have more time to do things that I wanted to do. Like spending time with that certain 'someone' (provided IF she has time for me >.<), traveling to places that I sorely miss, hanging out with familiar faces that I have not seen for a long time and so many others. If I list it down, it would have probably flooded the page. But then again, who hasn't wished for more time before?
Where does time go? When did it even left us? Why is it in such a hurry? What pressing engagement is more important to it compared to us? How can we slow it down? These will the some of the questions that would had been better off not being answered. For I'm sure, our puny, little brains would take an eternity to understand or comprehend it. Time definitely has the upper hand in this one.
Time is of essence. Time and tide waits for no man.
Well, time to procrastinate abit to make it pass by faster XD
Friday, November 21, 2008
Condolences
Reaching out to Wong Choy Yee and family for the demise of her father. Even though I have not met him before, I'm sure he was a great dad, and had brought up my friend Choy Yee to great heights.
He'll be sorely missed by all whom had known him throughout his life and theirs.
Pray that the heavens receive him and let his family be relieved from grief and be glad that he's gone to a place where there's no suffering and pain. They will be reunited as a family, one day in the future.
For now, live out the rest of your lives to the fullest, for not knowing when it's our time. You'll never know when would be your last time to say goodbye to your loved ones.
Life is precious, don't waste it.
He'll be sorely missed by all whom had known him throughout his life and theirs.
Pray that the heavens receive him and let his family be relieved from grief and be glad that he's gone to a place where there's no suffering and pain. They will be reunited as a family, one day in the future.
For now, live out the rest of your lives to the fullest, for not knowing when it's our time. You'll never know when would be your last time to say goodbye to your loved ones.
Life is precious, don't waste it.
Missing You
This song is exactly how I feel at the moment. Dedicated to those who misses their loved ones.
Oh oh Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm missing you
Things'll never be the same without you...
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you
Oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby
Oh oh Oh I'm missin' you
Baby I'm missin' you
oh oh oh oh
Baby I'm missing you
Things'll never be the same without you...
What did I do to deserve this
I didn't even get one last kiss, from you
Oh baby God took your love from me
He needed an angel so it seems
I need to feel your hands all over me
I need to feel you kissing me
I need to feel you holding me
I need to feel your touch
Cause I miss your love so much
And I can't keep on living this way
I need you here with me
Why could he take you away, from me
It's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I would've given you anything
Just to make you happy
Just to hear you say, that you love me one last time
I'd go to hell and back over and over again
Just to prove to you how much I need you here
There is nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd cry for you
I'd lie for you
And there's no doubt that if I could take your place in heaven
I would die for you, yes I will
I would rather give up my life
Than to see tears in your eyes
I can't stand to see you cry
Cause it's hard for me to tell you I love you
As I'm standing over your grave
And I know I'll never hear your voice again
Why did you leave me
Why couldn't you just stay babe
Because my world is nothin', without you
Now I don't know what to do, with myself
I just don't know what to do with myself
I cant stand looking at those pictures on my shelf
Knowing it was just one week ago, i stood there and took that picture
There's just one thing that I wanna know
Why would God want to hurt me so bad,
Does He know how much it hurts to be missing you
Baby Im missing you
Baby Im missing you
I love you
Oh God damn it I love you
Why did he take you away... from me
Cause I love you so...
I miss you so much baby I just can't go on baby
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Finally, Being Happy
It had been a while
since
I had been happy
I can truly say
that
I am happy at the moment
Things worked out great
even though
with some minor mishaps
in between
I just
don't want it to end
Let's give it a chance
for magic to happen
For I believe
this was meant to be
Let me lead you
down the road
Guide you
Protect you
Do all I can
and could
just
to make you happy
as how
You had made me happy
Monday, November 17, 2008
What a Day..
I couldn't even fathom how today would turn out. Firstly, woke up with a sorer back than ever, nonetheless, still had to get to college. Full day to boot. Had French listening test and was, well, overwhelmed by the obscure format and hard to understand French accent blaring out from the speakers. Even Ms Alvina wasn't helpful to at least provide a suitable reply to answer the second part of the exam. All she did was she just kept repeating that this was a listening test and so? LISTEN!
Sigh
What's next? Went for lunch at Padi and when my food came I pushed my chair back a little to avoid food stain on my clothes, my chair's leg got into a small, puny hole behind me and guess what? I shifted my weight on that leg and toppled backwards with my lower back kissing the floor first. Great! Friends were laughing hysterically at that point. The fall did aggrevate my back further, giving me not only shoulder and neck ache, but also lower spine too.
Sigh
Anything else? Going through the last two classes was painful for me. Lower back and upper all stiff and sore. Asked my friend to help give a crack at my lower back to help relieve abit of the pain but ended up getting it done wrongly. And I ended with an even sorer back. Luckily, class ended early due to another assessment and had decided to go fix my back with my hairdresser. Alas, she's closed today, I'm really having GoldFish Memory Syndrome (GMS). That's it, no help can do for my back for today.
Sigh
November is beginning to look bleak for me. Methinks, it'll be the longest month for me this year. Nice one la..
Sigh
What's next? Went for lunch at Padi and when my food came I pushed my chair back a little to avoid food stain on my clothes, my chair's leg got into a small, puny hole behind me and guess what? I shifted my weight on that leg and toppled backwards with my lower back kissing the floor first. Great! Friends were laughing hysterically at that point. The fall did aggrevate my back further, giving me not only shoulder and neck ache, but also lower spine too.
Sigh
Anything else? Going through the last two classes was painful for me. Lower back and upper all stiff and sore. Asked my friend to help give a crack at my lower back to help relieve abit of the pain but ended up getting it done wrongly. And I ended with an even sorer back. Luckily, class ended early due to another assessment and had decided to go fix my back with my hairdresser. Alas, she's closed today, I'm really having GoldFish Memory Syndrome (GMS). That's it, no help can do for my back for today.
Sigh
November is beginning to look bleak for me. Methinks, it'll be the longest month for me this year. Nice one la..
Sunday, November 16, 2008
What? Another Tag? >.<
What a coincidence.. got tagged after visiting a 'dead' blog!! (>.<)
Rules?
NO TAG BACKS
10 years ago I was :
- In Form 2, and started behaving sloppily, baggy and dropping pants the craze going on then
- 1st year aniversary that I started smoking (=.=) Price that time was still RM 4.80!
- Had my 1st love, but didn't last long, she's older by a year XD
- Joined a gang, stupid move by the way
- the tallest among my friends (shut up, I know better NOW)
5 years ago I was :
- Flunked my Form 6, wasn't interested then.
- Met my 2nd ex along the way.
- Actually almost on the way to quitting smoking for 2 years.
- Being more truant and more hard headed.
- Started playing online games : RO and Maple (=.=)
1 year ago I was :
- Passed my Diploma with Congratulations from the Jury XD
- Got into my 1st major accident, best part? It was not my car. (>.<)
- Still in a relationship with my 3rd ex.
- Smoking like a chimney, remembered that alot of people tried to help me stop, instead, they started smoking as well now XD If you can't beat the system, Join IT!
- Realised that I'm a blardy old fart already (>.<)
Yesterday I was :
- Busy taking care of a sick person XD
- Reading part 2 of my Fantasy novels
- Enjoyed my McShaker Fries! Then sick person had to go home, I tapau-ed and got McSoggy Fries in the end (=.=)
- Blogging after procrastinating for so long.
- Out the whole day and morning.
5 most recent songs I listen to :
- Secondhand Serenade - Fall for You
- Trance Generators - Do You Want A Balloon?
- Baby Bash - Cyclone
- Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
- My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
5 songs I know the words to :
- Secondhand Serenade - Fall for You
- 1st Lady - Missing You
- Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
- Timberland - The Way I Are
- Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane
5 ideal places to run away to :
- Some island with beautiful sandy beaches, clear blue water and great accomodation!
- Any major city in Japan
- Rome! Can do sightseeing at the same time
- Somewhere that you can be king of the lands XD
- No where, get into a car and hop from place to place, I'm supposed to be running right?
5 items I really want :
- Proton Satria Neo M-line / Perodua Myvi 1.3SXi SE (new) / A Turbo-ed Car
- Sony Ericsson w980 / Apple iPhone
- Limitless and no-need-to-pay-back Credit Card
- A state-of-the-art Laptop
- A American Pool Table (T.T)
5 things i should be doing now :
- Procrastinate on this TAG
- Eating my dinner
- Taking a shower, going out soon?
- Finish my 2nd part of my Fantasy novel
- Completing this stupid TAG
5 biggest joys in life :
- Having great friends I've met along the way.
- Succeeding with flying colors in exams.
- Meeting a person that I know is the 'One'.
- Knowing the fact that I'm already 24 and the responsibilities that comes along with it.
- Being independent bit by bit, away from parents' burden.
5 people im tagging :
- Beatrix Ong
- Jasmin Lim
- Cheryl Ong
- Pauline Sim
- Amber Tan
Rules?
NO TAG BACKS
10 years ago I was :
- In Form 2, and started behaving sloppily, baggy and dropping pants the craze going on then
- 1st year aniversary that I started smoking (=.=) Price that time was still RM 4.80!
- Had my 1st love, but didn't last long, she's older by a year XD
- Joined a gang, stupid move by the way
- the tallest among my friends (shut up, I know better NOW)
5 years ago I was :
- Flunked my Form 6, wasn't interested then.
- Met my 2nd ex along the way.
- Actually almost on the way to quitting smoking for 2 years.
- Being more truant and more hard headed.
- Started playing online games : RO and Maple (=.=)
1 year ago I was :
- Passed my Diploma with Congratulations from the Jury XD
- Got into my 1st major accident, best part? It was not my car. (>.<)
- Still in a relationship with my 3rd ex.
- Smoking like a chimney, remembered that alot of people tried to help me stop, instead, they started smoking as well now XD If you can't beat the system, Join IT!
- Realised that I'm a blardy old fart already (>.<)
Yesterday I was :
- Busy taking care of a sick person XD
- Reading part 2 of my Fantasy novels
- Enjoyed my McShaker Fries! Then sick person had to go home, I tapau-ed and got McSoggy Fries in the end (=.=)
- Blogging after procrastinating for so long.
- Out the whole day and morning.
5 most recent songs I listen to :
- Secondhand Serenade - Fall for You
- Trance Generators - Do You Want A Balloon?
- Baby Bash - Cyclone
- Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
- My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
5 songs I know the words to :
- Secondhand Serenade - Fall for You
- 1st Lady - Missing You
- Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
- Timberland - The Way I Are
- Breaking Benjamin - The Diary of Jane
5 ideal places to run away to :
- Some island with beautiful sandy beaches, clear blue water and great accomodation!
- Any major city in Japan
- Rome! Can do sightseeing at the same time
- Somewhere that you can be king of the lands XD
- No where, get into a car and hop from place to place, I'm supposed to be running right?
5 items I really want :
- Proton Satria Neo M-line / Perodua Myvi 1.3SXi SE (new) / A Turbo-ed Car
- Sony Ericsson w980 / Apple iPhone
- Limitless and no-need-to-pay-back Credit Card
- A state-of-the-art Laptop
- A American Pool Table (T.T)
5 things i should be doing now :
- Procrastinate on this TAG
- Eating my dinner
- Taking a shower, going out soon?
- Finish my 2nd part of my Fantasy novel
- Completing this stupid TAG
5 biggest joys in life :
- Having great friends I've met along the way.
- Succeeding with flying colors in exams.
- Meeting a person that I know is the 'One'.
- Knowing the fact that I'm already 24 and the responsibilities that comes along with it.
- Being independent bit by bit, away from parents' burden.
5 people im tagging :
- Beatrix Ong
- Jasmin Lim
- Cheryl Ong
- Pauline Sim
- Amber Tan
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Mangkuk! Another Tag >.<
VERY NICE! Moi dumb dumb sister avoids all the flak I throw at her and she threw one back at me! NICE ONE LA! Make sure you prepare for some ass whooping when you get back home from your hole in Sabah..
No Rules for this one. Just answer the questions.
1. Do you think you're HOT?
What a question to start with. (>.<) erm.. erm.. am I hot? I think I should put a poll on my blog and let that decide.. But.. What the heck? I got thick skin, and that concludes that I WILL ADMIT that I'm HOT! ROFL
2. Upload your favourite picture of you
3. Why do you like that picture?
I like it because it's EMO! XD Just felt that this picture really reflect what I was thinking and feeling at that moment.
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
GOSH! I don't remember! (>.<) Speaking of which, I really crave for Pizza now!! (T.T)
5. The last song you listened to?
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
Damn EMO-rocker song XD
6. What are you doing now besides this?
Reading Tenjou Tenge manga at www.onemanga.com and listening to songs and updating Facebook and checking over-dued e-mails.
7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
I think I'm too used to my name already, but considering the fact that alot of people mispronounced my name makes me wanna change it previously to Terry. Until I found out it was a chick's name (>.<) And thus I gave up.
People to tag:
- Jasmin Lim (do only after your exams)
- Tristan Ng
- Amber Tan
- Pauline Sim
- Mabel Spykerman
8. Who is number one?
A girl who definitely and without fail knows my weakspots (>.<)
9. Number 3 is having a relationship with?
An imaginary relationship with Iker Casillas (Hope I get the name right this time)
10. Say something about number five.
Mabel? Hmm, One of my daughters but had left and dumped us pursuing our Degree after 2 years in Diploma. How could you? LOL
11. How about number four?
Pauline? Another daughter of mine XD Bubbly and good company for me.
12. Who is number two?
My cousin who's currently doing his SPM papers now, Gambatte-neh!
Finally, DONE
No Rules for this one. Just answer the questions.
1. Do you think you're HOT?
What a question to start with. (>.<) erm.. erm.. am I hot? I think I should put a poll on my blog and let that decide.. But.. What the heck? I got thick skin, and that concludes that I WILL ADMIT that I'm HOT! ROFL
2. Upload your favourite picture of you
3. Why do you like that picture?
I like it because it's EMO! XD Just felt that this picture really reflect what I was thinking and feeling at that moment.
4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
GOSH! I don't remember! (>.<) Speaking of which, I really crave for Pizza now!! (T.T)
5. The last song you listened to?
My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words
Damn EMO-rocker song XD
6. What are you doing now besides this?
Reading Tenjou Tenge manga at www.onemanga.com and listening to songs and updating Facebook and checking over-dued e-mails.
7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
I think I'm too used to my name already, but considering the fact that alot of people mispronounced my name makes me wanna change it previously to Terry. Until I found out it was a chick's name (>.<) And thus I gave up.
People to tag:
- Jasmin Lim (do only after your exams)
- Tristan Ng
- Amber Tan
- Pauline Sim
- Mabel Spykerman
8. Who is number one?
A girl who definitely and without fail knows my weakspots (>.<)
9. Number 3 is having a relationship with?
An imaginary relationship with Iker Casillas (Hope I get the name right this time)
10. Say something about number five.
Mabel? Hmm, One of my daughters but had left and dumped us pursuing our Degree after 2 years in Diploma. How could you? LOL
11. How about number four?
Pauline? Another daughter of mine XD Bubbly and good company for me.
12. Who is number two?
My cousin who's currently doing his SPM papers now, Gambatte-neh!
Finally, DONE
Procrastination at Its Best
For the love of God, I've been procrastinating like F**k these few days. It's so unlike me at the moment (>.<)
Update over the last few days: Nothing (=_=)
I've been doing nothing much lately worth posting up on my blog. Apart from usual daily craziness, it had been monotonic. Until, I started taking pictures.(>.<)
Late classes + Long hours + Sleep Deprived = Gaying around
Sales and Negotiations Class almost over
The Fun Starts!! Ee Fen feeling left out.. all attention of the boys!
Look at the faces of Shaun and Ruiz (>.<) oh yea, Kenny was under everybody else!! Abraham wasn't allowed to join in the fun LOL
Look at Adrian's posture! XD like he's forcing himself on Zhi Phin! And Zhi Phin is LOVING it!!
What a bunch of lovely 'Guys'
Conclusion?
Great group mates + Crazy activities = Option B rocks!
Update over the last few days: Nothing (=_=)
I've been doing nothing much lately worth posting up on my blog. Apart from usual daily craziness, it had been monotonic. Until, I started taking pictures.(>.<)
Late classes + Long hours + Sleep Deprived = Gaying around
Sales and Negotiations Class almost over
The Fun Starts!! Ee Fen feeling left out.. all attention of the boys!
Look at the faces of Shaun and Ruiz (>.<) oh yea, Kenny was under everybody else!! Abraham wasn't allowed to join in the fun LOL
Look at Adrian's posture! XD like he's forcing himself on Zhi Phin! And Zhi Phin is LOVING it!!
What a bunch of lovely 'Guys'
Conclusion?
Great group mates + Crazy activities = Option B rocks!
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