life motto

life motto

Friday, October 31, 2008

Down but not Out

Been a month of mixed feelings for me, things going on in college and among other issues that I'm currently dealing with at the moment. Crossroads opened up, along with more decisions to make. And it doesn't get any easier, knowing what lies before me.

Worse still, I'm still disoriented. Feelings fluctuating like crazy at the moment. I think I'll just sit back, eat some popcorn and watch things just flow by. Given the fact, I'm sure I'm not gonna enjoy it a single bit.

The Way - Clay Aiken

There's something bout the way you look tonight,
There's something bout the way that i can't take my eyes off you.
There's something bout the way your lips invite,
maybe its the way that i get nervous when your around.
And I want you to be mine
and if u need a reason why,

[Chorus:]
It's in the way that you move me,
and the way that you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight,

It's in the way that you hold me,
and the way that you know me,
when I can't find the right words to say,
You feel it in the way,
you feel it in the way.

Theres something bout how you stay on my mind,
theres something bout the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Oh girl, no.
Maybe its the look you get in your eyes.
Oh baby its the way that makes me feel to see you smile.
And the reasons they may change
but what i'm feeling stays the same.

[Chorus]

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you, you baby.
So don't ask me to describe,
I get all choked up inside,
ust thinking bout the way.

[Chorus]

There's something bout the way you look tonight.
There's nothing more to say then,
I feel it in the way.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

My date with McFlurries

It was not bad
really not bad at all

But, can't be compared
to the ever reigning
Cornetto McFlurry

THAT was the BOMB!

Mudpie and Berries
I think
my preference
would lie on
Mudpie McFlurry

But mix them
Do it at your own risk!

Joining my date
with the McFlurries
as lamp posts
Would be Mr Fillet-O-Fish
and Miss Coke

WHY? WHY?
Why no more McShaker Fries!?
Its too cruel for me! (T_T)

I love them to bits!
but NO...
Uncle Golden Arches
have to remove them!

That's it
no more CRAVINGS
for McDs
for the time being

Emo already

Let me mourn for McShaker Fries...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

It's Inevitable

I'm speechless
but my mind is working
Overtime


I'm resolved
I've made up my mind
I stand resolute

I'll wait till time ends
I'll wait till the end
I'll wait, regardless of the odds

I find it worthwhile

Don't think otherwise
nor be forced to do something
I don't want you to do anything
I just want things to go smoothly

Sorry for being an inconcivable bastard
but I stand true to my words
I am who I am, and not for what I've become

So sit back, and let time tell
For I still find hope in us
Trust in me, is all I ask

Give us a chance
I know that is a big effort from you
Decide, only
when the time is right

I hope and pray
it will work out well
I've given my all
I will never let go

I really, really do

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Bah! Another TAG

Rules:

-The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
-Each player answers the questions about themselves
-At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog. NO TAG BACKS!


Starting time : 5.41pm

Name : Terence Toh
Sisters : One
Brothers : None
Shoe size : 6.5-7.5, methinks
Height : 5 feet 7? should be around there
Where do you live : USJ2/5L


Have you ever:

Fallen asleep at school : Too many to remember
Broken someone's heart : Definately
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yes, I do


Who was were the last person;

You danced with : Can't remember, getting too old already
Last made you smile : Jasmin Lim =)
You last yelled at : At Po, the panda for being an ass in COD4

Random

Do you like your hand-writing : Nope, doesn't go with my confidence
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My 'special' one
Are you a friendly person : Most of the time
Do you have any pets : Used to, Brandy (spitz mix mongrel)
What are you doing right now : Stoning
Can you handle the truth : Always ready and prepared
Are you closer to your mother or father : Mom
Do you eat healthy : Don't intend to, Sinful foods are the best
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : My 'special' one, which I think today is not a really good day


5 things I was doing 10 years ago:

- Had my first girlfriend >.<"
- Joining the Onn Soon gang
- Started wearing my pants halfway up my ass
- Still sleeping with my parents
- Learnt how to drive secretly


5 places I have lived in (or am living in) :

- Subang Jaya
- Malacca
- Penang
- Singapore
- Klang


5 people I tag:

- Jasmin Lim (up to you whether would you wanna do or not)
- Tristan Ng
- Cheryl Ong
- Beatrix Ong
- Jocelyn Toh

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Weekend of Suprises

I'm too old for suprises, try to let me know before hand if there's one coming up XD

Surprise No 1:
Clubbing was, well, a tad disappointing. Apart from waiting for a long time, drinks were short and we had some 'casulties' too. There was an incident that happened then also but stayed there as well, to quench the news from spreading like bush fire.

Surprise No 2:
Turns of events happened between me and my *ahem*. Things turned out well, and I can say I'm surprised that it did turn out so well. Had met up over the past two days for drinks and hopefully, things will work according to plan. XD

Surprise No.3:
TARC Reunion
. 2 years lapse. Surprised Christine can't make it but expected Kevin to FFK last minute again =_=" Andrew almost ended up paying for the bill, for arriving 'fashionably' the latest. None the less, went to Cova, 1 level below Starbuck, The Gardens, Midvalley for dinner. FREE FLOW OF KILKENNY'S FOR ONLY RM 68++! XD Promotion ends on Nov 9th, anybody wanna go for seconds?

Overall, it had been one eventful weekend, plus with the twist of drama here and there to spice things up. Life is SO not dull after all XD

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sleepless in Subang

Two nights being sleepless makes me feel like Balanar =_="


All of the sudden hyper, then sleepy, and then hyper again.

Total of hours slept of the past two nights :
3 hours and 30 minutes

O.O

I think tomorow I'll be like this in kitchen class LMAO


Therefore, I think I should sleep like this tonight >.<"

Haha XD




Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Tag Again?

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
Friends so far LOL?

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
Independent, Quick witted, Strong-willed, Sharp Talker, Deceiving? =)

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
Handed me my wins on a platter when we played mind games with each other. *lala*

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
*Don't let her GO*

5. If she/he become your lover, you will..
o.O Is this another one of your mind games? =_="
I know you'll read this!

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
Make her submit to me LOL!

7. If she/he become your lover, she has to improve on..
Have not gotten the chance to try yet, will update on this later on *HAHA*

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
She lost too many times on our mind games =)

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Hmm.. I wonder.. *Horns growing from head*

10. The overall impression of her/him is..
Talk to her and you will find out

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
Annoyed *haha* Because of my sharp tongue!

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Dumb but not stupid? o.O

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
My height =_="

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Myself now, too used to this body already.

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
Thanks for all the support, ups and downs, will be there for you as you had done for me.

Ten people to tag :
Pauline Sim
Amber Tan
Tristan Ng
Jocelyn Toh
Mabel Spykerman
Joon Jiet
Cason Cheong
Cheryl Ong
Beatrix Ong
Constance Yap

Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
Iker Cassilas, my son-in-law, as according to her *LOL*

No.3 a male or a female?
LOL, Guess bah!

If no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Not really, one too relaxed, one too hyper-ed

How about no.5 and 8?
Couldn't imagine my cousin as a lesbian =_="

What is no.1 studying about?
Higher Diploma in Hotel Management, Option A, is this the full name of it?

Is no.4 single?
Sorry, Off the rack already

Say something about no.6.
Damn nice guy. Scared of me, physically and mentally! *LOL*
Because I kept testing his food knowledge and raping him at the same time as punishment ^_^

TAG time!

Instructions :
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Name your best traits
None, I suppose >.< Maybe charming (o.O), slick talker, old and wise?

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
Tough one, I think I'll say 'You are the best thing that could ever happen to me!'

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
I'm not too sure that they would want to be stranded with me
*Hahaha*

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom?
Rome perhaps? With someone that I had dedicated my life to.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Financial issues out the window and enough to spend for the next few generations! ^(oo)^

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Unless the world works without money, why not?
*Wanna barter my chicken for your cow? o.O*

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Those whom I had known through out my life

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Serious? o.O Settle 'hutang', buy new car, treat friends for dinner (real good one)

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I would not want to risk the chance slipping away, confessing would be 50% chance of success, if I didn't, it would had been 100% chance of regret.

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
Does she had good points? o.O
*ROFL*
Ok, ok, she does, independent, sharp talker, quick mind, steadfast friend.

11. What am I doing now?
What a stupid question to ask.... =_="

12. What is your ambition?
Become an automotive engineer, alas, blown away dream

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Two-face, Irresposible, Unrealiable, Two-timers

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God? Family, Friends, My life?, 'Special One'?

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
If I had the money.... $_$

16. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
Myself? o.O What else or rather, Who else?
*Haha*

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
All problems? None existing yet, sorry

18. What's your impression about this person who tagged you?
Expressive, Open-minded. Let me dig for more bad habits first =X

19. What's your definition of love?
Love is sacred, Love is blind, Love is all forgiving, Love is self-sufficient, Love conquers all, Love last a lifetime, Love is give-and-take, Love is selfless, Love is above anything else.

20. What are your hopes?
Only two at the moment, first, good results in whatever I do, second, secret =)

Tagged next
1. Jocelyn Toh
2. Cheryl Ong
3. Beatrix Ong
4. Tristan Ng
5. Amber Tan
6. Pauline Sim
7. Mabel Spykerman
8. Constance Yap

Super Long Lost Video =_=

Sore throat + people bugging me to get better = Worst drink I could possible have



My biatch downing Wasabi in a betted dare



Dinesh downing it like a chick


Lastly, Lonely Yi Shan National Geographic Series

Quit?

Hmm..
This is gonna be
an uphill climb for me

Doing this
is so not easy
Trust me
All those advertisements
enhancements to help detox
are bullsh*t

Been there, done that
Managed to stay off it
for 2 years
Heck, those were the times
when it was still RM5.40

Boy, I missed those days

Cutting down is more likely
Giving it up is hopeless
for now


20s to 14s
Think that would be the first step

Well, it's the first step after all

No, I can't take too big a step
I got short legs >.<"
Dammit, too lame already
Learnt that from the best too

Haha..

The first step is always the hardest
Hopefully, it gets easier
But then again
with 'excellent' friends
I know what they would do best =_=

Sigh (Thank God for them?)

All the best to me
no longer trying to cut
5 minutes of my life anymore

*I hope I can*

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You


Saturday, October 18, 2008

Hope vs Prayer

Hopes
Everyone
had hopes
Good hopes and sometimes
Bad ones? =X

But does everybody
had a prayer?
I doubt it
Only done when in dire straits

Hope can be described
as words
Prayer

as paper

As we penned our 'words'
on a piece of 'paper'
and send it to 'somebody'
in anticipation
of a reply

It's logical right?

That is how
hope and prayer works

I do have hopes
Hopes to succeed in life
Giving better lives for my children
Better than what my parents gave me

I also have hopes
on finding this 'special' one
Thank God, I found 'her'

With this I hope
all will work well
As we can only plan
But it's only God
who decides on its success

I know I'm a nobody
But I'll be a somebody
someday, somehow

Non the less
striving for the sake of others
is more logical to me
than striving for my own

This is my hope
simple
and sweet
yet hard to achieve
at the same time

Ironic isn't it?
It's life after all

Friday, October 17, 2008

-TAG-

Of all tags, I really hate this one the worst =_=

RULE: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits / things / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.NO TAG backs!

Here goes :

1. I snore when I sleep (crap), quoted from a friend, like a big rig truck blaring past you =_=''

2. I've never gotten so drunk till I can't remember anything at all

3. I drool sometimes.. o.O

Can I stop? >.<

4. I easily lose weight and have a hard time putting them back on (Methinks I have a giant worm in my stomach =X)

5. My last nickname is Bonsai (short and old =P *pbbtt*)

6. I'm a sucker for shoes (keep buying new shoes)

7. I love Coke to obsession

8. Coffee is effectless on me, so is tea, or chinese tea

9. My ex-s all ended up the same path

10. I'm already addicted to tattoo-ing o.O

I don't know what else is weird about me =_="

11. I used to see phantoms around my room (Yes, it's true, 2 children)

12. Back in high school, I was part of a gang

13. I'm recollecting my Transformers collection -again-

14. I started smoking since 13 (amazing 11 years experience! o.O)

YES! Last one!

15. I'm not who I am, know me better and find out yourself

TAG TAG TAG!!
1. JASMIN LIM *hahaha*
2. Jocelyn Toh
3. Cheryl Ong
4. Amber Tan
5. Pauline Sim
6. Mabel Spykerman
7. Joon Jiet
8. Amy Tan
9. Ellie Chee
10. Sarah Kate Lee

Better make sure you guys do it ya? >.<

Loyalty, in times like This?

I'm sure
all of us
experience disloyalty
in a way

I've been listening
to so SO many people
doing this detestable act
over and OVER again

Why some don't learn
that loyalty is essential?
Trust, Faith in the other

Or is there none for times like this?

I still find there's hope
for loyalty in this world
Pledging
myself
that I'll never walk down this path

I can't bear to live
the fact that I've been unloyal
The guilt would had been so great
that it'll be unbearable to look
upon the eyes of the person
that I had betrayed

Are humans that greedy?
Looking for something else
while they had their hands full?

I've always been subject to disloyalty
As the matter of fact
Accused for an accursed act
Being caught in the wrong situation
While I had been the innocent by-stander

I did not do it!

Why people don't take my word?
Am I that untrustable?
Is it my nature itself
to draw conclusion from my random acts?

I've been subjected
for far too long
and don't intend to
be in that position again

If 'you' are reading this
trust me
I won't betray 'you'
trust
me
'You' won't regret it
trust in me

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I Can't Find It

There's something missing
I don't know what it is

But I do know that
it's something of value to me
something sentimental
something that i'm emotionally attached to

Strange thing is
I don't know what it is

I think it's connected
in my personal circle
Or yet to be introduced
in my personal circle

This feeling
I don't know what it is

Am I supposed to feel this way?
What am I supposed to do?
I don't want it to end in failure
again

My senses tell me that I'm near
I still don't know what it is

As I start to understand it better
I realised there's more to it
than meets the eye
Never be judgemental

I think I'm getting closer
I know what it is already

I think I'm going to do it
I think it's what's best
I think if I don't do it
I'll regret it for life

I've found you
I'm not gonna let you go

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Next Step in Life

Adulthood
I hate that term
But it's inevitable

To the very least
It comforts me
Knowing I'm not the only one
Going through this

It's really scary to learn
how to be an adult
It's equally frightening to learn
what lies in store as an adult

But to look at it
from outside the box
You'll see what it takes
to be an adult

*Sigh*

Being an adult
Knowing what responsiblity is all about
How important to be reliable
The value of money
The essense of time management
Earning others' trusts

All these and more
to come

Being an adult makes me realise
what, where, when, and how
life is about

Opening my eyes on this
will just encourage me
to turn away
with my tail between my legs

Time to grow up
Independency is beckoning

Just face the brunt of it
and live life to the fullest

We've got only one life to live for
after all

Monday, October 13, 2008

Happy

I've no idea why am I feeling in such a good mood today
Even though last night itself
I've heard about problems from 2 friends of mine

It's not like I'm saying I'm happy
over their problems

I'm just having a weird happy feeling all day today
Lucky?
I really want to know why am I so happy today

But, then again
I rather not spoil the mood if something unwanted pops up =)

Tattoo felt good all day
Even my parents admired it!

(They actually did! o.O)

Some 'good' friends
just 'conveniently' forgotten about it
Patting where it hurts most

Some friends huh? haha..
You know who you are!

=D

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Tattoo

Finally, after a 6 month period of hesitating for a tattoo had finally ended today. Picked Amber (photographer of the day!) and went straight to Inked Studio outside Sunway Pyramid. Was having a lot of thought on my mind on the way there. Blasted rain created a scene for all roads! Accidents astream and lots of Keh-poh drivers (as usual). Luckily, the rain stopped after sometime, and I even found a good parking spot near the studio.

Then I thought to myself, 'Even God wanted me to get this tattoo done!' Haha..

Let the pictures bear testimony to what I've been through for the last 1 and half hours.


Getting ready for some pain


Benny prepping me up


Stamp of approval


Go!!! Let the Pain begin!

seriously, it does hurt, but addictive at the same time =)


Benny working his magic on me (sounded quite wrong) =_=


Halfway timeout, I need a fag


Who says you can't enjoy during a tattoo session?


Cleaning in Progress


F**king painful sensation when alcohol hits


Done! It's DONE! *whew*

Lesson learnt? : Another one coming up is in the works! Haha.. This time on the leg!

Thanks to Amber for her company and camera, and Benny for doing a fantastic job!

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Reliability

Is it that hard to be reliable?
Is it that hard to do follow-ups?

I realised that a lot of people just don't
Why is it so hard then?

Is it important to be reliable?

You bet it is

It's like making promises
And failing to keep it

Reliability = Being Responsible
If someone just can't up-keep the promise
Why bother making the promise in the first place?

Understood, if it happens once or twice
Due to being busy, or just 'slipped thru'

But at the fact
Happened so so many times

How can we trust that person
What more when they say
'I give you my word'?

Procrastinators

*Sigh*

Until they face it themselves
It's hard to make them realise
What goes around comes around?

You Bet

Friday, October 10, 2008

Who Are We Talking About Again?

What Terence Means
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

-Blissfulness-

*Yawn*
Sigh

What a 'blessed' day it was
Filled entirely with BOREDOM

This term is least expected to be boring
however
It's a myth

so far

We're supposed to be laden with projects
entrepeneurship program, quizzes
None so far

Even the Professional Report
due date?
Next February

I'm staring directly at my computer screen
for the past 3 hours

I'm at Boredom's MERCY!
I'm so tempted to go clubbing tonight
Crap

Got an early class tommorrow..

Even blogging can't save me from boredom
Not a single mail to check
I think
I'm non-existent in this world

Hopefully the weekend
has more in-store

Looking forward to it

Time for a fag

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Refraction?

I realised my blog is quite dark and depressing..

=_=

Thanks to all those 'very helpful' opinions
I've been voted 'MOST EMO BLOGGER EVER' ~!

-Whiskey Tango Foxtrot-
=_="

Hightime to brigthen up the pages!
Change the wall paper!
Reformat the codes for more vibrant colors!

Too much effort had been done..
Screw changing a thing!

Got a shock when one of my friends (Zoe)
told me she 'tengah emo-ing'
soon after reading my blog

o.O

then i realised she 'emo-ing' 'bout something else..

*FALSE ALARM! STAND DOWN!*

I need to find a way!
Easiest solution?

ADD PICTURES! =)


Anybody STILL want me?


look at how we sat in the car.. =_="


Yes, C'est moi
(after some itchy fingers edited my picture)


Spot the not (WTF was I doing there??)


No more alcohol..


Returning to our grassroots!


Faggots UNITED

Fact 1 : Camwhore noob

Fact 2 :
Old Body, Young Heart, Screwed-up Mind


-Sleep also no peace-

Tsk
No wonder I'm always so EMO

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

God Who?

*WARNING: Criticism ahead, don't say I didn't warn YOU*

Dear Landlord-living-upstairs
how do You get people, lambs to accept You?
In return, teach me how?!

If that was the question, I'm so crucified
yes, it's undeniable that I do hold some grudge against You
but none too serious

but back to the real world
I'm just human after all
born with my birthday-suit, conscience
most of all, FREE WILL

I was ever curious, Why let us decide?
Why allow us the chance to be wrong?
Why even allowing us to commit sins?
We're are all just too human

In fact, why were we
even bothered by You?
Why so much interest, and yet none at times?

Is this the meaning of hypocriticism?

Heck, I, for once want to do as I like
all thanks to my stupid conscience
to end it prematurely

If we suffer, do You think it'll do You good?
What would we learn from it?
Pain? Depression? Reflection?

Or

Just a plain Sadistic game? hmm..

I'm not too sure myself

Sorry for all that I've done
for I'm beyond redemption
sorry for all that I'm about to do
for I've yet to rekindle the fire

Don't tell me that You'll me there
Please, No empty promises
I detest such acts

like all that have had happen before
wounds can never heal properly
that's why it's called
a scar

John 3:16

I Don't Understand..

I really DON'T understand.
What am i supposed to DO
To make you feel me?

Some things can change
Some just can't
But I was sure, that this could change
But uncertain, for better or for worse

Let me tell you
One thing I do know

I'm
Not Desperate, but just informing

It takes a lot to break me
It takes a lot to hurt me
It takes really, REALLY a lot, to piss me off

Still, I keep it to myself
Burdening others is not my style
But then, I might be considered selfish
For not considering others' feelings

Yet back again,

I keep telling myself
I need to be stronger
Easier SAID than done

Trying to forget
Was never easy, trust me
Put yourself in my shoes and you'll see

And it's NEVER EASY letting you go



I can't let go.

P.S. This is not for any of my ex

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Chapter 1 : Back to You-Know-Where

First day of Term 5, what a screwed up time table! This is what happens if your college runs out of space and ends up with way TOO many students around its campus. To add things up, convenience wasn't the first agenda present on God-blessed-whoever that made this time table. Walk around the campus and you'll find many others tuning into an open 'complaint' channel. (>.<)

Tony C once invited me for his birthday bash at Sanctuary after work, a few weeks back. I was aghast when i saw the amount of bottles laid out on the tables in front of me. I did a quick head count and realised the numbers weren't adding up. Then, my nightmare came true, too soon in fact. Tony C told me I was the last to arrive and we weren't allowed to leave until we finished up all the liquor. Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?? 12-14 dudes have to FINISH 10 bottles of JW Black Labels and 4 bottles of Henessys??

ARE YOU KIDDING ME???

I was already trying a way to worm myself out of this. Guess what? All of us, yes, all of us managed to finish it some how or rather. No prize guessing how we left that day, but it really was a miracle that I did managed to get home in one piece that night. Ah, let me rephrase that, wee early in the morning. A week after that, another party was on-going and I got invited once again, this time Amber's brother's 21st. You can imagine the look on my face once my eyes set on the 2 bottles of JW Black Label waving back to me from the table. Talk about backlash, and I'll refer you back to this. o.O

Darn, I loathe JW for the moment.